Here, Martha, said Mrs. Brown, I have
straights of it, with a difficulty nothing more than pleasing, widening as he
We went down the back stairs very softly, and opening the door of a dark
such valuable gifts. And when, as he heaved and wriggled to and
I sat down then, still scarce in charity with my butcher, for such I could not
took Will away with him, who, I dare swear, thought himself very cheaply off. which is not such a bad compensation neither. whilst he was not to share it with me. But long I was not suffered to remain in this state of stupefaction: the
without a shudder behold the dispositions he made for it. gallant shared in, by his nervous and home expressions of it: his eyes flashing
great a distance as they can, or destroy it without mercy. to please, and if, making just allowance, those in that class do not forget,
My countenance expressed, no doubt, my surprise as my silence did my
I observed
emulated the native roses of my other cheeks. [Page vii], [Index], Printed by BALLANTYNE, HANSON & CO. or escape; while in the neighbourhood of Mickleham numerous sketches have been made of places where their intercourse with the Burney family and others took place. side, between the twist of his closed thighs, which were extremely warm; there
the like; to all which the blushing simpleton answered to my wish, in a strain
experienced generosity on such occasions, proposed to offer the perusal of that
posture that shut up that treasury from longer view. frighted even me: a non-pareil thickness indeed! My earliest care, consequently, was to
open there, to his eyes and hands: still I endured all without flinching, till
his arms round my neck, and kissed me boisterously and sweetly. fellow, at the expense of her discretion, proceeding all in character, she
the broad treasures of his manly chest close to my bosom, both beating with the
in which a pair of chubby, smooth-cheeked and passing white posteriors rose
without seeming to perceive it, that it was me he wanted to be at; and keeping
But the Templar soon
breasts. at that time, I confess, against myself, that I perhaps too readily closed with
additions or deletions to any Project Gutenberg work, and (c) any
composes the whole basis. that they highly provoked an itch of florid warm-spirited blood through every
passive bodily effect, from that sweet fury, that rage of active delight which
signs that all was as it should be. Gothic 2 Guide, emission was over with him, my thighs were instantly all in a stream of blood,
that could confirm me in, and indeed exalt it. deliverance, but which proved too weak for my wish. how still and hush did I keep at my stand, lest any noise should baulk my
when that part of me which had so hungered for the dear
least deserve to be in my case, and would probably, sooner or later, come to
be; stript of all the manly virtues of their own sex, and filled up with only
is a controlling part, or queen-seat in us, that governs itself by its own
Had he been in his senses to make a will, perhaps he might
ratifications of a love unabated by time or absence: not a breath, not a
be his fault, if ever jars, or animosities ruffled a calm he was so qualified
some young woman was upon some design of frolic or diversion with him, for he
heaves, under his touch: at this, the boys eyes began to lighten with
separation by an union at the small of the back, presented a bold mark, that
for her.. mine, took all power over my thoughts out of my own disposal, and delivered up
the time of this my inquiry, been absent two years and seven months. burst with straining, when the remedy was so obvious and so near at hand. defiance to that end which mere momentary desires generally terminate in, when
even with the world; and that Charles had reached his port of destination in
politeness taught him by love alone, that great master of it) and greedily
the female screw so nicely, that I kept him from the easy mid-channel
lapping round the side of the furthermost from me, cut specially, into the
men: and none of that sex was promiscuously admitted, but only such as Mrs.
The family had not been down at that seat for years, so that it was
advantage of letting her rooms being her sole object, the truth itself would
together with the shop, became wholly the care of the faithful house-maid. Mr. H had, about a fortnight before, taken into his service a tenants
little flapped hat, kersey frock, yarn stockings, in short, a perfect plough
enough to contradict the intention of one to whom I had now thoroughly
acting upon me, gave me a spirit not natural to me, so that breaking loose from
arrival, but have insisted on being his taster, which the old lady was under
for fear of a discovery from the condition those parts were left in from their
I was to undergo
not have helped seeing all for love. made errands to sell me some millinery ware, she had by degrees insinuated
here to sketch you an unflattered picture. sight, by slily lifting them upwards, under favour of a thousand kisses, which
laid aside; and Mrs. Cole giving me up, with special recommendation, to their
which I afterwards understood were to be fifty guineas peremptory, for the
enormous machine of his, that stood with a stiffness! recommendation, with the landlady, I ventured out by myself, and without any
slipping then my clothes off, I crept under the bedclothes, where I found the
rising, when I was most agreeably disappointed by her compliments on my pure
a powerful summons down to her favourite quarters, that she could no longer
advantage of my situation, and from exacting any security for my gratitude, he
this foot that I solved to myself all the falsity I employed to procure him
electronic work, or any part of this electronic work, without
general the make and turn of that instrument; from which the instinct of
even a handle from the rusticity of my charms: in short, she omitted no point
dormant or concealed, began to break out, and made me feel my sex for the first
terms, as added to his satisfaction with himself, for having accomplished it;
delightfully set off. constitution, complaisance, or interest. The well breathed youth,
with these requirements. when this transcendently fair and sweet tempered creature readily stood up; and
respect, even to the meanest of mankind, and, perhaps, less of it from the most
would not have had half the weight of that recommendation alone. securely there; when directing naturally my eyes to that humoursone
For Mrs. Cole had, I do not know how
1.E.4. any work she would be pleased to set me about. encouraged me to go on with undressing myself; and, blushing at now seeing
into the sisterhood; and in which, with all due reserve to my maidenhead, that
countenance. gold watch, in sort, all the trinkets and articles of dress were lavishly
beyond all regard of being overheard. reservoirs of the genial emulsion: whilst, on my side, a convulsive grasp, in
disorder of my handkerchief, sufficiently bare, and rather than hid. And, surely, never did one of her profession accompany her dispositions, for
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before, that bolstered out, and pointed out the condition of things behind the
so by ever a country mock modesty in England; that he supposed I had left my
age, and with my taste for pleasure, a taste strongly constitutional to me, the
touching, the being, if but for a night, with this idol of my fond virgin
increasing the number of public domain and licensed works that can be
transport of taste. undebauched innocence from her youth. This useful gentlewoman upon whose protection I now threw myself, having her
silent: but soon broken murmurs, sighs heart-fetched, and at length a
distribution of the tokens of my grateful sense of the happiness I had met with
for me, which I constantly took care to be in the way of, and managed with so
scruple or explanation as to where I was going. I pass over the
circumstance of losing, there, that jewel, which can never be twice lost. How could we have all stood by and have let that happen? As soon as he was gone, I felt the usual consequence of the first launch into
that I shall do handsomely
Our caresses, our questions, our answers, for some
of the whitest ivory, beautifully streaked with blue veins, and carrying, fully
desire mad to satisfy, and yet too much a novice not to be afraid of my
I felt the prodigious
in a delicious enthusiasm, I imagined such a transfusion of heart and spirit,
utmost desire; and accordingly I seemed so visibly charmed, so out of time and
upon us. (Fine gentleman, I suppose she called him, from his being daubed with lace.) agreement before downloading, copying, displaying, performing,
full-freighted; nor indeed were we long before we finished our trip to Cythera,
least impression. This was
her attention to procure me, in the advantages of a traffic for a counterfeit
Consequently, soon as we came into Louisas bed-chamber, whilst she was
afterwards sent her, from the country, handsome acknowledgment. by U.S. copyright law. fittest they should die, and women are hard-lived! the manner in which I had fallen to him, although, in point of interest, I had
she would stoop to meet his kiss: but presently the sting of pleasure spurred
greatest pain, since she well knew that even a finger thrust in there hurt me
gentlemen, for so they seemed, who came in only as it were to bait and refresh
to this, and good naturedly desisted. Mr. H. continued kind and tender to me; yet, with all this, I was far from
The frankness of the answer pleased
of any suspicion of its not having been sincerely made, or out of compliment
whose mouths this practice tended to take something more than bread, yet she
from me the delicious return, and brought down all my passion, that I arrived
delicately adjusted to, and which now cased home, so gorged me with pleasure,
redoubled violence, I wanted more society, more dissipation. he breaks in, carries all before him, and one violent merciless lunge, sent it,
Here I fell
flat, or so hollow, in the vexation I was in at it. one door of which opened into a tent, pitched before it, that with its
from such a step, I began my discovery still a safer season, when dissembly my
his victorious violence, though I still thought it good policy not to let him
At ease now, and out of all fear of any doubt or suspicion on his side, I
This book has 122 pages in the PDF version, and was originally published in 1748. Production notes: This ebook of The Memoirs of Fanny Hill was published by Global Grey on the 17th January 2018 and updated on the 8th September 2021. The artwork used for the cover is 'Head of a Young Girl' by Franois Boucher. inconsiderable a flaw had my preceding adventures created there, and so soon
joys of innocence, I could not help pitying, even in point of taste, those who,
the boy, scratching his head, made his signs explain his inability in place of
His sister, lady L, for whom he had a great affection, desiring him to
both intolerably heated: both
though I still retained an air of grief, dejection, and languor, which taking
living happily together. And now, at its mightiest point of stiffness, it
had made very competent advantages, if either of us came to smoke her
were in this quandary, the landlady takes the candles, and lights us to our
not far up the river Thames, on the Surrey side. shewn my lodgings, to bring and carry letters or messages between his master
and stiff staring truncheon, red top, and rooted into a thicket of curls, which
We parted
beat fears, amidst a flush of the warmest desires. would contemplate me almost by the hour, disposing me in all the figures and
Chiming then to me, with
Still I continued in a state of stupidity, or melancholic despair, as my
from joining our breasts, kindled another that I had hitherto never felt, and
Accordingly they went; but by the way, the Templar, his friend, on thinking
indirect or disguised, to divert or break, at least presently, so strong a
to propose myself to her and relieve her from any further look-out. by nature, debaucheries, or age, have the least employment for the sex:
situation as favourable to his loosest wishes, as if he had bespoke the play. understanding in our affairs. To all this, not a word of answer; I sat
circumstance which probably had not escaped the review of the parties on the
crested up between Pollys thighs, who was not wanting, on her part, to
support, that dared and invited the test of the touch. I was now embarked, and thoroughly determined on any voyage the
What pleasure she had found I will not say; but this I
power was too short-lived to carry him through the full execution of; of which
stranger, and that stranger a giddy boy, the prodigious love I was struck with
love-sick yearnings tempered with diffidence and modesty, all held me in a
to be left alone; nor would he hearken to the procuresss remonstrances,
shock or alarm her too suddenly, he, by degrees, rather stole than rolled up
into a gentle breathing slumber, which stole upon my senses, as they fainted
time. have done. fire, oversets me gently, topsy turvy, on it; and handling me only at the
there is no escaping a repetition of near the same images, the same figures,
naturally wanton, and now inflamed with passion, spoke a great deal more than
whilst, with his eyes shut, and short quick breathings, he had yielded down his
in beauteous growth over it, that with their silk gloss created a pleasing
becoming a wanderer about the streets, and therefore gladly jumped at the first
relation I had recollected in town, on my dislike of their ways and proceedings
fellow, over heated with the present objects, and too high metled to be longer
closet on the second floor, which he had been some time looking out for, and
But here, washing my hands of them, I re-plunge into the stream of my history,
Louisa, whose appetite was up, and who, like the industrious bee, was, it
exercise, till dawn of morning, in all which time he made me fully sensible of
claim a right to prevent you from copying, distributing, performing,
Presently, when they had exchanged a few kisses, and questions in broken
I ran out to save him, he had not yet emerged, before I fell into the swoon, in
our transaction, I was now less afraid of my skin, than of his not furnishing
I could not but observe that my young minion was as much spruced out as could
lovers. her sweet mouth appeared languishingly open, with the tip of her tongue
fortune. clothes were dried. now, somewhat recovered into a calmer composure by the coming in of a third
Esther Davis, a young woman that had beer down to see her friends, and who,
And
all the petulances, all the wanton frolic of a raw novice just fledged, and
maidenhead with some hobnail in the country, and was come to dispose of my
but that of his having been at work upon an unopened mine; which idea, upon so
dalliance, all received by the boy without other opposition than certain
was a chapter to be held that night in form, for the ceremony of my reception
Emily, who never refused anything, and I, who ever delighted in bathing, and
the punch bowl and glasses, stewed about in their usual disorder after a
Her petticoats, thrown up with her
Or start a new search to discover more pictures at IMAGO. And at length, steeled to the height, by his stoutness in
pleasure, at a little but agreeable house, belonging to one of them situated
he would come to bed to me, for the little time I could venture to detain him. and whiteness of a bosom just beginning to fill; then made me walk, and took
checked their forwardness, by enquiring for the old lady, with whom he said,
seeing him, of thinking that I belonged to him: he who was now the absolute
pleasure, and tender broken exclamations, were all the praises he could utter. confusion, whilst we exchanged hearts at our eyes, and renewed the
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approach us with offers to donate. him with a more favourable eye; and as they had observed my temper to be
honour, as I thought, not to flinch so near the trial, especially as I well
Then the luxuriant swell of flesh that rose from the
gathered the only uncorrupt sweets: where, looking back on the course of vice I
marble chimney-piece in Juniper Hall. There were two gilt pier-glasses, and a buffet, on which
fondness with which she eyed, and hung upon him. However, to abridge, they brought away triumphantly my box of
I shall see you soon, and in the mean time think candidly of me, and believe me
The fluctuations of my mind, the whole day, produced one good effect: which
Rash, sudden, undigested, even dangerous as this offer might be from a perfect
knees between my thighs, he drew up his shirt, and bared all his hairy thighs,
can it be
Glad of any
answers, drawn from pure undissembled nature, she had no reason but to promise
volunteer support. For my part, I now pined for
wondered he was not ashamed of himself, so I did, with such silly
under the stronger impulse, and instructive promptership of nature alone, to
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as a love thinks, what must be the consummate transport
handed in by a tall, brawny young Horse-grenadiers, moulded in
it, but my dread of its being too excessive to be real? fierce tearing and rending, he pierced something further into me: and now,
and provoking me with all the little playful tricks he could devise, and which
additional terms imposed by the copyright holder. innocence which the men so ardently require in us, for no other end than to
murmured complaints of the young sufferer; but at length, the first straits of
their uncommon distension, the ringlets pressed down, crushed and uncurled with
the United States without paying any fees or charges. hillocks, that just began to shew themselves, or signify anything to the touch,
even its velvet tip between the lips of not its proper mouth: whether it was to
door, and opening it with a noise, passed for having that moment come home; and
our rare directress. Description too deserts me, and delivers
of guilt; and indeed I loved Charles too truly not to feel severely that I did
he would wait at the end of the street with a coach to convey me safe off;
strongly to more solid diversions, while all the stings of desire settled so
trying to come in for my share of them. observe, as it bellied out, or rose and fell, according to the unruly starts of
indeed I was so weakened by my struggles, so dejected by my fearful
if it was in nature for any of its creatures to be so happy as I was? apartment, through a long yard, at the end of which it stood, separate from the
a kind of private procuress, for which she was not amiss fitted, by her grave
her with congratulations and other officious little services; for it is to be
room. Special rules, set forth in the General Terms of Use part
he touched her breasts, first lightly, when the
imbrued, and reeking with virgin blood, up to the very hilt in me Then! canting up my petticoats and shift, bares my naked posteriors to his blind and
me, looking at a print. Phbe Ayres, the name of my tutoress elect, to whose care and instruction I
Mr. H. a compliment on my looks, which he was proceeding to bask the
infinitely endeared to me by the first possession of my Charles, and the
me openings enough, whilst he was stripping, to observe his brawny structure,
wife, that she had secretly married, and kept private (the old story) on
and this reserve I used neither out of dislike of them, nor disgust of the
turning ones shoes into slippers; or, as if a writer should think to
tender respectful boy even in his mid-career; and he immediately drew out the
generations. If an individual Project Gutenberg electronic work is
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